On Tuesday I had my first appointment with my new fertility specialist.  I absolutely adore him.  He is so kind and compassionate and he really knows his stuff.  He told me he's so sorry I've had so many losses, that that is so sad, and he knows that this has been hard, but he promised he would help me.  I was eager to start IVF right away, but he said that's kind of jumping the gun.  He ordered a huge panel of bloodwork to try to determine why I keep miscarrying.  HOPEFULLY I will get those results today.  Feeling good about this, despite being a little bummed about having to do more waiting....